Big Bang is back and lookin' good... *Rar

Before I blurb about my love Taeyangie and his crew, I would like to share an experience that I went through toniiiight toniiiight toniiight toniiight.

WARNING: This blurb may be a little TMI, but it needs to be shared.

Everyone has taken sex education some time in their life right? I recall taking a class sometime during middle school? Was it 7th grade? Does anyone remember that puberty awareness presentation during elementary school? Did they have that during 4th or 5th grade? I remember when you walked through that door, sat down in that chair...

Anyways. The reason I brought up this topic is because every big girl and big boy is aware of what females go through once a month. Right? So, it's that time where I have to replenish the goods. I have never felt SO embarrassed in my entire life. Who thought that buying these goods in Japan would be so awkward? A girl's gotta do what a girl's gotta do. So, while I took my time figuring out what the hell each package was offering me, I didn't realize that time was up for me. The store wanted me to get to it. 20 cm? 30 cm? Which one had wings?! And are tampons frowned upon? There was such a big selection of sanitary pads and not even a shelf of tampons. I thought to myself, if I bought tampons would the Japanese clerk look at me strangely?

Well, finally, I just grabbed whatever looked similar to what I get back at home. And I was crossing my fingers and hoping a female clerk would ring me up. With my luck, homeboy opened up a register for me. Usually, I am happy when that happens but not tonight. I couldn't even look the guy in the eyes. I just bobbed my head to Big Bang's "Tonight" and just paid and left. I tried to play it cool. Then, I noticed that I got black bagged. I mean. Why? Normally Fit Care Depot gives me their clear, transparent bag with Fit Care Depot in green on it. This time, I got an opaque, black bag with ZERO writing on it (SHADY!), which is starting to look gray to me right now. Ain't no shame in female goods! Right? I'm fine. Thank you and you.

Why was I so embarrassed? It was the same embarrassing feeling that I felt when I bought pads for the first time in my life. Or it's like that feeling you get when you finally notice that stain on your ass after walking around in public the whole day obliviously strutting your stuff and thinking you look cute in that outfit. Is it because I'm in a foreign country? Is it because it's not Wal-mart or Target where I usually buy other daily necessities at the same time? But then sometimes I just run in and get just the goods. What is it? Is it because there is some sort of discrimination against female goods that it gets black bagged in Japan? I mean, WHAT IS IT? All I got to say is, I don't like it. Tell me what is right and what is wrong?

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And on a more positive note. Big Bang's 4th mini-album was released TODAY!!~ And who fell asleep listening to all five of their sexy voices? Me! And who was jamming to their songs while walking to and from work today? Me! And who loves Taeyang the most?? MEEEE!!~ Sarang! Hey B.I.G.B.A.N.G. Hey T.H.E.B.E.S.T!!

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And this past Sunday, I spent the best 2500 JPY of my life! I saw the Big Bang's Big Show 2010 3D concert movie!! I could not sleep the night before, and I woke up super early the next morning. It's that same feeling you get the day before the first day of school. I had my outfit picked out and everything. BIGBANGBIGBANGBIGBANG! During the movie concert, I reached out my hands up high, high and low toward the screen every time there was a close up of Taeyang. He always takes off his clothes oh so nicely and slowly during his performances... Dericious! I would so drop another 2500 JPY to watch it again but I might as well save that and cop me some tickets that are 8500 JPY! But the big deterrence to buying concert tickets for the Love & Pain concert in Chiba is that the songs would probably be in Japanese. And I love their Korean albums 83290472317439874 times better because well, my Taeyangie is Korean. Sigh. Decisions in life. This is when a sugar daddy would do some good. Somebody to love... Can you hear me? I want somebody to love.

My second experience of a movie concert in Japan was a lot better than the first movie concert. The first time I saw the K-Pop Dream Concert movie concert. Everyone was sitting there quietly. No dancing. No singing. No nothing! So, I came prepared this time. I brought my fellow fangirls to watch the Big Bang 3D concert. There was dancing. There was singing. There was a lot of giggling and screaming. I'm sure the Japanese people were thinking: "Gosh dern Amurricans!" Long hair don't care...

And if you didn't notice in my pictures that I am wearing a Big Bang t-shirt, notice it. I discovered these awesome Big Bang Big Show t-shirts at the UNIQLO in my hood. I had to refrain from going crazy and buying every design in every color. I really wanted to go to the UT UNIQLO shop in Harajuku because their display is probably amazing, but I didn't have the time or energy before the 3D movie concert to venture out to Harajuku after work. So, I settled with Center-Kita's Nothport department store. And I was super lucky! Not only did they had my size in the style and color I wanted but it was on SALE!

When I say somebody then you say to to love.

Somebody. to love. Somebody. to love.

I want somebody to love. Somebody to love.